um so i was just surfing the internet all day and i pissed and cummed in my underpants(i dont wear pants at home) I didn't really notice until probably an hour later when my mom came in the room and said it smelled like shit. She yelled at me and said that I was a disgusting retard and that she was ashamed to be my mother. Bad days like this make it harder and harder to believe in God. I don't get it, I've been a good boy all my life and this is what I get? I pray every night for a cute virgin gf but instead all I've gotten is seenzoned, straight up ignored, or full on rejected by every egirl I dm on twitter. WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME GOD!!!!!!!!!