I’m so fucking tired of this shitty, broken, cookie cutter school. It’s only made for the people who are born ready, like they were bred to do well in school while people like me with ADHD And shit get dicked for not being the same. I know this comes off as “make accommodations for me cause I’m a special snowflake” but it’s just so fucking annoying. It’s impossible for me to do the homework, always has been that way. It’s awful, but at least classwork helped keep my grades ok, but now with this fucking quarantine, I can only do the shit I cannot do. Think of it like you have no legs and are forced I to running a marathon, expected to do as well as everyone else, and then when you complain that you were never given a wheelchair, they say “just do your best” and then brag about how well they handle people with special needs. I ask the school for help and they say “We can help, but you have to give up a few accommodations“ and I said sure, anything to help me more. I have them more and more and they just want more. All they do is take and take. I swear they fucking disgust me. They make me gag. To think they think they’re doing a good job. No one stands up for me. Not a single person said “hey maybe this kid need some dire help before he drops out it some shit” not as single person helped. All they say is that I’m not doing enough. I’m never enough. I don’t wanna stop out, it scares me. I want to go to a good college and live a happy life, but I’m going down a dark path and I’m pissed. Im so full of anger and hate that every time I try to verbally communicate with school administrators using Zoom or Google Meet I always end up yellint and cursing at them because they don’t fucking listen. They don’t care. They’re rich and happy. Why is the school board run by people who flawlessly passed school? They don’t understand people like me. They’re out of touch. It’s so infuriating. I swear they disgust me. Below the dirt pieces of shit.