The last time I talked to a woman was around 2 years ago in a supermarket. I still remember how i was standing in the queue and saw the female cashier scanning the groceries of the other costumers. I nervously put down all my groceries (15 bars of milky way and half a gallon of chocolate milk) on the conveyor belt. I felt my heart starting to beat faster and faster with every second. She greeted me and I replied with a quiet and indistinct "h-hello" while I tried to not look into her eyes. She started to scan my items and i started to put them nervously in my shopping bag. The total amount to be paid was around $22, I took a $50 bill out of my wallet and gave it her. As she tried to take the $50 bill she touched my fingers. I was in shock. I started to feel nauseous. My head started to turn red. I was about to cry so i just took my shopping bag and left without even taking the change. In my car i broke down and cried for 3 hours straight. I never went to the supermarket again and started to shop all my stuff online. Whenever the delivery service comes and it's a woman, I refuse to open the door and just hide in my room. What is wrong with me :((