Ik its easy to just blame it on being a loser incel bitch, but god, my family can really fucking ruin my year. My bro is borderline retarded and has no ability to interact with people appropriately, he just kinda does whatever he wants without taking into consideration on how it may affect me, and when I call him out on it or get pissed, I suddenly become the bad guy. My mother, as much as I love her, God bless her, she can be super fucking unreasonable, it's fucking awful. she just doesn't get stuff. It's like she's oblivious to stuff at times, its fucking horrible. My father, ooooh boy my father. what a cunt. he has abused my bro, my oldest bro, and recently turned on me. My parents divorced, so I don't see him often but should see him every other weekend. I choose to never see him. He is abusive and he doesn't acknowledge it. He e-mailed my mom saying "he has this misguided perception that I'm abusive" nigga I'm not misguided. I'm so upset. The only people I can fuck with are my grandparents, my oldest brother who lives really fucking far away, and my step-dad. Every night at around 12:00 I sneak out and ride my skateboard for an hour or two to blow off steam without getting violent. The only person I can vent to is my girlfriend, and here, I guess. I can't even vent to her too much because she has so much on her plate already. Idk, homie. shits tough. I've been through the wringer so many times, I feel like I've been put in the dryer for 5 years straight.

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I've been working out a bit and writing shitty lyrics to keep myself from having a fucking stroke but someday I feel I'm gonna fuckin break down
please don’t break down. :( I hope things really do get better for you and your loved ones. Also, what made you think you were an incel? You have a girlfriend!
Mememememememememe What's really eating you Gilbert Grape?
most everyone in this world you will ever meet in your lifetime are pieces of shit what will take for you to be you?
@zero cool shiiit homie idk. i feel like me being me just isnt good or right or something
@「 Nabbyy8 」 Nigga I have yet to meet anyone that feels good or right or that can be certain about themself all you can do is try your best to be good