i hate being isolated from the people around me but right now that's just how shit is. i'm worried about all the shit in my life and i'm worried about my relationship with my girlfriend. i am way too separated for my own good. sometimes it helps with making music, but most times it just makes me feel completely fucking distinct from everyone else in a room. it sucks
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Same dud. Yesterday my therapy request was declined. Thought my world breaks apart. Now i need to get my shit together and get out of my comfort zone. Sounds easy but is pretty hard. At least my gf helps me with that so im not alone with that. big oof
Long story short. get ur stupid ass up and get ur shit together.
you have a girlfriend, you do better than most people here
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Still weird to me tbh. We are togther since last year october or so. Dont really know. First Gf and so on. But she really helps me get my life together.
> Has girlfriend
> Chad
But seriously tho stop going to sites like these that's just so negative.
wtf why is it negative?
@USMSTR Sry should've worded it better. But it's just better to look at bloomers to be a bloomer than look at doomers while being a doomer.
i totally understand the concept of avoiding forums that are cesspools of negativity and stuff. but i think this group of people and i all share the common interest of liking negative xps music and i know some people are drastically different than others, but i enjoy being part of a community and trying to connect with other people who like the things i like
Well In ur opinion i'm a bloomer. Just bcause i have a gf? Sound weird to me. Still got shit to sort out and change. I just wanted to point out that u can still get some kind of mind changer. Also as a doomer u know.
Therapy is a scam anyway. Think about it. If you pay someone to listen to you do you think they give a shit or just say what you want so they can get paid again?
Well, in germany we have a different system. Its not like in ur shit murica. So i do not need to pay any therapist.
@USMSTR Sounds just like some pussy shit eurofags would need to invent.
@Reiko Nagase Ok, so you would say that the US outsmarted the EU with that kind of idea?
Ok, i dont know what kind of experiences you've made with somekind of therapy. But it helped me acutally a lot.
Hey man i feel you. I been dating this girl for awhile, and I thought she would fix me. She is so much better than any other girl ive dated. I thought I would do better for her. But im just as fucked up as always. I just dont know.