So, one year ago my one and only relationship ended, and although it wasn't very long, losing someone i loved really hurted, and even to this day, i am very far from fully recovering, and can barely talk with her again, despite she used to be one of my best friends. I just wish this pain would finally end, and i could forget everything. But, if i could back in time, i would still do everything again just to spend some time for her. Also, the break up made me too scared to even trying dating another person, as i just feel it will all just end in pain, and nobody would make me as happy as her. I guess life really sucks but i am too scared to end it.

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Killing yourself over a girl would be kinda lame. Channel all that sadness and pain into productivity. Besides, women are all the same few cookie-cutter cunts, but if you can find the good ones, you'll know.
Just get over it man its been a year she doesn't think of you anymore and you shouldn't think of her. Go to the gym (if you dont already go) once this virus bs shit is over and do some man shit it sounds like a simpleton response but you'll get confidence in no