So, one year ago my one and only relationship ended, and although it wasn't very long, losing someone i loved really hurted, and even to this day, i am very far from fully recovering, and can barely talk with her again, despite she used to be one of my best friends. I just wish this pain would finally end, and i could forget everything. But, if i could back in time, i would still do everything again just to spend some time for her. Also, the break up made me too scared to even trying dating another person, as i just feel it will all just end in pain, and nobody would make me as happy as her. I guess life really sucks but i am too scared to end it.