I was debating posting this just because late 2019/early 2020 has been so hard already, but I finally feel strong enough to talk about this after mulling it over for so long. I lost my wife January of this year and miss her so much, but I am typing this right now to let you know that this is something people can recover from. For anyone going through something similar just know that your significant other would want you to keep living your best life for their sake and not mope and waste what little precious time we have on this earth.
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Also, for those wondering about the inconsistencies of her hair and eye color as well as facial structure: My wife was never someone who felt comfortable in her own skin. She would often confide in my about how she wanted to change these things regularly and I was never opposed to her doing so. The surgeries were a little expensive but it never caused too much of a financial burden as weight lifting sponsorships paid well enough. The bottom line was always that we'd love each other no matter what.